I know it's simple. I've heard it a million times before. Life gets in the way of training more times than we care to count.
This time though I think I'm about ready to implode. FIL dying, being asked to instruct my own clinic, ultra training...i feel like I'm about to explode. I find myself crying for no reason. I find myself feeling resentful over the unexpected house guest we've had all week.
Little things like not being able to use my own bathroom whenever I want has pushed me over the edge. and it's silly. but it's true. I want to be able to use MY bathtub. I want to be able to set up my schedule around my training...it's important. Eating out? Not an option. Funny how people who don't run, don't get it.
If i hear one more person tell me I'm stupid because I run...well lets just say it won't be pretty.
I need my support people around me and it's not happening...this is already hard enough now I have 3 times as much stress on my plate...and I don't like it one bit.
Funny thing? So far I haven't missed any of my training.
Dedicated until I drop from exhaustion. That's me. Never in my life, have I hated the fact that my husband's car is only driveable 3 months of the year, than I do right now.
Yeah...I guess this is just a post about complaining. Well...at least it's reflective of real life.
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