Okay, this is starting to get nuts. I need to run for me...not pace others...not be responsible for others...not sacrifice my pursuits so others can learn how to do this. I just finished 2 stints of doing that...I loved it, but now I need to focus on just me.
This journey was supposed to be awesome and fun...and I know it will be...eventually.
I won't write how I'm feeling right now because it would just be negative and self serving, so I need to turn this around.
Never in my life has this felt so shitty.
It was gorgeous this weekend and my times were shit...what's going to happen when it actually gets cold?
Bah Runbug.
No comments:
Post a Comment